Too Much 🧲

I notice that I tend to repress happiness when it gets too much for me to handle, and then I withdraw. A part of being happy is knowing how to handle sometimes too much happiness, too much attraction, too much attention as well as too much sadness, and trusting that it will stabilize and turn to equilibrium without having to repress, put myself or others down or punish myself/ others for mistakes or for responding well to me.

I'm learning to build from every moment and from everything I recieve; so what if it didn't happen the first time the way I wanted it to - I build from that: every breath, every moment matters...I have only the best intentions; and I would do my best! Everyone can see my journey and progression along with the mistakes I made; because being real and genuine matters at the end of the day. I was never a one hit, overnight wonder. Things take time and energy and I love the process more than the result. ❤️✨

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