Directions... Dimensions... Dexterity...

I make my own path and find my space. I spotted you, a wanderer seeking solace. I waited for you to direct me with your instructions. Instead, you left me to my transgressions. You controlled me with your silence and your two-word messages, Easy to push a button and do a Houdini-disappearance.   All I ever wanted, was for you to stay. It was clear, you didn't want me, I was in your way. Breaking me down when I ran to you like pouring rain. But, I recognized your hatred from a mile away, I always wondered if you felt the same way. With child-like innocence, I gave in and let you play. You told me that you didn't have time to lose. My heart was never enough for you. What about the times that you didn't care?  If I was alive, dead, or just plain scared. How could you be so intense with someone, when you really didn't need them, after you're done. I broke my own rules to follow your tracks When you were lonely, I let you

When I first began to learn, I was distraught with challenges I faced; You inspired me to pursue the best,  And to reject the commonplace;  Your ideas opened new vistas, and now I clearly see;  You helped me to seek what I was looking for, And to let go of complacency; I am eternally grateful for all you have done, Those lessons, I'll never outgrow;  Your presence made a positive impact on me, To you, all my achievements, I owe!